Scary Dreams as of lately.....

I have been waking up in the middle of the night because of nightmares that I have been having. I don't know why I am experiencing these treacherous dreams, but my other half seems to think it's because I am in therapy again and I am bringing up the past again...that this happened once before. Who knows....all I know, is that it sucks to have them, and I cannot seem to shake them.

I don't want to go into great detail about this last one, but trying to wake up from a death dream or torture dream is hard enough, when you aren't responding to the normal, pinching of the skin, crushing a light bulb in your hand or even prying open your eyelids. Waking up your partner doesn't seem to work either....like Nightmare on Elm Street, these dreams I have are evil. ::smirk::....what a line from my poetry, from so long ago!

Shadowy figures haunt my mind and I am filled with this sense of someone watching me and trying to get a hold of me. Perhaps it is Satan or his followers at work, trying to wear me down and cause me to become psychotic again. I hope not. Anyway, God Bless you all! Until next I dream....