Why makes your blood move?

I love this video and song by AHA.  I love haunting songs.  I think this guy, the singer is amazing.  I grew up with the songs such as Take on Me, but they have a whole assortment of great songs.  This is one about a relationship breaking apart.  Wishing he had her back.  We are all lonely without our partner.  Does he kill himself in the video or is it just a metaphor for his pain?  Did he have an affair?  Looking and searching he tries to reconnect with her, trying to write to her, driving around searching.  Walking along a bridge and explaining that he is cold without her. 

I have felt cold before and know what it feels like for unrequited love.  But in the end he seems to make it without her.  Would you be able to?  Would you be able to forget?  Let me know.

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This is a heart shaped figure created by the use of my girlfriend’s and my hands while we were staying at the Mirage in Las Vegas.  Supposed to symbolize our love for each other?  The ring she gave me on my thumb, symbolizes the long lasting friendship our has lasted.  Seven years is a long time and our blood moves our body together as we move forward in our relationship that will last forever.

Last get together with my side of the family

Well well well.  I don’t know what to say.  I have been trying to manage putting a going away get together together with my family for Sunday the 27th of December, 2 days before we leave for Florida and now it is turning into a fiasco. 

Instead of saying this person said this or that person meant this or we should do this or that, I am putting my hands up and deciding on my own that I am not going to any get together.  Plans changed not because of me and so instead of keep changing our plans and driving myself crazy I will just say nope.  I am not going anywhere.  I am going to stay home and just pack.  I don’t need this extra added aggravation.  It is not good for my health and mental state.  So instead of fighting with everyone, I will just let them know that I don’t want to get together with anyone and that I’m not going to keep changing my plans for anyone else.

I am the one leaving here.  We are going away.  No one is accommodating us or taking into consideration our feelings, so I am going to just either write to everyone and say that I would rather just pack and not get together because it’s not turning out the way that I had hoped it would be.  That’s fair and easy to do.  I cannot keep getting myself in the middle of other people not getting along with anyone.  It’s not good for me and the drama I need to stay away from.  I don’t always see it but my fiancé notices it for me and reminds me to avoid the drama.

So as much as it hurts to have to do this.  I am going to just say, I am not doing anything with anyone.  I am just going to stay low, keep to myself and if people want to call or write and say their “goodbye’s” that is  fine.  I don’t hate anyone.  I just cannot handle this stress – it is uncalled for.  No one has the decency to call and let me know that the plans I made with everyone was changing because of this or that reason.  I am not a mind reader, and no one again is taking what struggle I am going through just to have to move and all.

No one is putting their personal differences aside and so I will have to be the brother that puts his foot down and say, I don’t want to get together.  What is done is done.  If anyone wants to call me I will be here until the 29th.   If anyone wants to visit, I will just have to decline for reasons I don’t and shouldn’t have to get into.  My health means a lot and it is not going to get pushed around on the inside when I didn’t cause any disagreements within this family.

Why would anyone be interested in Horus, the sun God anyway?

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First, one the many reasons why I first got interested in this subject was when I first connected the dots that perhaps the sun, our solar orb was actually the son of God.  Sun and son play a small part in this for me, and so in doing some research I came across the author Acharya S. aka D.M. Murdock who relates Horus to Christ in the book she authored called “Christ in Egypt”.  Could this sun of ours actually be once worshipped as the son of God?  And the answer I have come across was and is definitely “yes”. 
Why is this important to note?  Well, first off if people used to worship the sun as the son of God, who brings light and life into the world, which makes sense, right?  Well then looking back over known history, many peoples worshipped the sun as their God or son of God.  In the story of Horus and Osiris, Osiris being God, dies and is reborn as the son of God or Horus.  As noted in the book I am reading now call “Christ in Egypt”.  Horus is reborn everyday as the “little sun”.  He also is born therefore on December 25th as well.  Rightly so, because during the winter solstice which is around this time, the sun makes a turn upwards towards the sky after stopping for 3 days during its track going downward in the sky.  When the sun starts to rise up once again, on December 25th, it is said to be reborn again.  That’s one note to consider.  The other is that Horus was born everyday as “the little sun”.  After being defeated by his brother Set which is when the sun sets and darkness prevails over the land, the sun of God (Osiris) is reborn into Horus. 
Knowing these facts lead people to believe, such as myself and Acharya S. that Horus, coming from the Egyptian culture/religion, way before Christianity took hold – it would be wise to state that If Jesus was indeed born on Dec 25th too, then perhaps one should look at these two myths and see if there is any correlation between the two.  And in fact there is quite a bit of similarities between the two.  Jesus may not have been born on December 25th as everyone in our culture seems to think.  He was born sometimes at different times of the year for different reasons.  I don’t have all those facts in front of my at this time, but I know this to be true.  If so, then Horus and Jesus seem to be born at the same interval in time.  Almost everyday, but certainly during the winter solstice, which the Egyptians valued tremendously because they had set up temples facing the eastern sky when the sun rises and during the winter solstice, sun would shine upon the face of these temples in a way that shows us that they put a large significance on this time of year.  The winter solstice then becomes a stepping stone marking the beginning of the cycle of life, where you are reborn and the sun rises in the east, worshippers worship on Sunday, and churches in our time, get built facing this eastern sky too, to have their churches capturing the rising sun, as it was once worshipped long ago.  A pagan religious rite. 
There are many skeptics out there who are trying to debunk Acharya’s work but if they only look at her proofs of hieroglyphics carved in Egyptian stone going way back before Christianity existed, you will find that the Egyptians worshipped the sun during the winter solstice, said to have been reborn during this time and in fact in their religion, Horus was born everyday as “the little sun”. 
If anyone has proof otherwise, then let me hear it.  I am reading one source with many references to other people’s research, yes, however unlike a sanitized encyclopedia which has material in it to comfort the general public and makes no outlandish claims, such as stating that Jesus is a myth and go into details why this may be true.  I feel this book reveals much more than the author intends it to be read.  I think that the Bible has been written by unknown sources, potential ones yes, but then where is the proof other than what was written in the bible, any scientific historical facts ever proven from the bible, maybe some, yes more if you look at Egypt’s written history you can find the proofs necessary to confirm some of the writings of the bible.  What ever happened to those books that were not included in the bible?  Doesn’t that concern anyone who wants to know more about how and why the bible came into existence?  
I once was a born again Christian, still am sorta, but I also am opening my mind up once again, like I did as a child liking many religions and now studying the Egyptian culture and where Christianity mainly cam from.  If this is true, then is Jesus a myth based on history that occurred in Egypt long before?  You decide.  But first read the bible, then read this book, “Christ in Egypt”.  I have read both, not entirely, but enough to make some comparisons to them both.  I suggest you do your homework, if this intrigues you and let me know what you find.

Windy and Cold

This morning I woke up to our front door being wide open.  Yikes!!!  It was freezing downstairs – down to 50 degrees.  I was so glad the bird didn’t freeze to death.  I wonder still why the door never shut completely from last night.  The windy must have been fierce enough to blow it wide open.  No one heard it.

I am happy that the cats are outdoor cats and just avoided going outside because it was so cold outside.  I am glad that our dog Orion didn’t sneak outside and run away either.  We are very lucky and blessed to have everything been okay after all.

Today we are going to get out Christmas tree from the animal shelter in Bedford, NH.  We will put that up, wait a day and then decorate it on Friday.  Then we have my girlfriend’s going away party from work that we are hosting at our house.  That should be fun. 

Anyway, lately I have been feeling depressed, slightly down and out.  I have been resorting to sleeping in the early evening to get away from life and just sleep.  Actually I just lie in bed awake and just dream awake.  It is so boring sometimes, this life of mine.  I try to make the best of it, but even with my meds I am just okay. 

Horus the Sun God was born everyday!

Horus the Sun God, according to Acharya S., author of the book Christ in Egypt states in a video by Zeitgeist debunkers that Horus was born everyday as the morning sun. But in her book "Christ in Egpyt", Acharya S. states that Horus was born on December 25h, during the winter solstice. Now, she is not claiming anything but the truth. If Horus was born everyday, then he must have been born on Dec 25th. Just like Jesus...He was supposedly born on several different days, it is just recently due to legislation that Christmas Day falls on Dec 25th, noted to be the birth of Christ.

How can these debunkers really know what Acharya is stating unless they read her 600+ page book. The recite entries from her primary sources from reading the back of her book in her bibliography section. The debunkers state that she has no sources prior to the 18th century because Christians destroyed them. Well you gotta read each of the backgrounds of the sources she lists to make that assessment for yourself. She is relying on evidence of other writers who were not influenced by the Christian era (from what I recall her stating).

Check out this video and you decide.

YouTube - "The 'Real' Zeitgeist Challenge" DEBUNKED (1 of 10) Peter Joseph interviews Acharya S

YouTube - "The 'Real' Zeitgeist Challenge" DEBUNKED (1 of 10) Peter Joseph interviews Acharya S 

Although it is very true that Jesus was not born on December 25th, if you read Acharya S’ book “Christ in Egypt” you would find that she agrees with what this narrator is stating.  What Acharya S is mainly stating in this video is that overall, many religions prior to Christianity had dates defined as the date for this or that way before Christ came to earth supposedly.  Whether December 25th was the date of Horus’ birth, I believe it was mainly around the time of the winter solstice, which is the same time as when Jesus was born supposedly.  But if you read Christ in Egypt, you would find that despite evidence of these dates, Christians have placed Jesus’ birth on or around many different dates.  But because of laws recently passed within our own government, we have identified Jesus Christ as being born on Christmas day.  This is a myth we are talking about anyway.  And the main point it to talk about the sun, our solar orb being born again, rising among the sky from it’s once sinking into the sky movement. 

Carol of the Bells

I found this great Christmas video a few months ago and posted it to my site but lost it since.  I found it again and want to share it with you.  What spectacular lights and I love the choir singing.  Let me know what you think.



Leave me a comment about this song and if you enjoyed this video.  Thanks.

I won't miss this cold weather

To think that I will be in Florida in 20 days is incredible. I never thought I would be moving to a warm state. It will be very different from this damn cold weather I have endured for so long. I hope that the conditions under which I will live down there will be much better for me than up here.

Although I am scared to move, because so many thoughts are racing through my head - from the cost of the move to how this will affect my entire life going forward. I know it is not necessarily a definite thing, but I want it to be. First I will be closer to my parents. Is this a good or bad thing? I think good right now. I hope it will stay that way. Will my girlfriend adapt to the weather and the holiday seasons down there? I know that we will be coming up north for Christmas each year, so for me that is good and bad. I don't like crowds of people and what if the weather is bad, all the cancellations and long hours waiting for a next flight will be hectic. I guess we can leave around the 22nd come back on the 26th. That way we have a good 5 days and the only lines we might face are on our way back home.

I really don't know what to expect in Florida. I really never imagined my life down there and because of my illness it makes sense to be in the warmer more consistent climate full of sunshine and light. I am hoping that it will help to stabilize my condition and make it more manageable. I still experience ups and downs and lately I have been more depressed than ever. I think the fact that I am bored, no where to go and not seeing anyone is making me crazy. I just am a home body now and I don't feel like going anywhere or seeing anyone.

Anyway, I still look forward to the fact that I will be in Florida, but not looking forward to relying on a moving company to move us. I feel scared and helpless. What if something is missing or better yet, what if the truck rolls over in the snow? I cannot help but think of all the negative things that may occur. I just hope that the price of almost $6000 is worth the trip and will make my life a much more enjoyable one.

Does Christianity originate from sun worshipping religions?

Please check out this video and see if you are interested in knowing more about Acharya S' work.  I have purchased this Christ in Egypt book and have only touched upon a mere speckle of pages.  I am interested in knowledge about Christianity and have not denounced the religion of Christianity entirely.  I have opened my mind up to the possibility that indeed Egyptian religion closely mimics our current understanding of the Christian religion.  Because of this, I have wanted to study the works of this author D.M. Murdock aka Acharya S.   She seems to know her stuff and I just wanted to give a taste of what she thinks with this video I found on YouTube.  Please let me know what you think as you review this and other videos that she has put out there on the subject matter. 

Disturbing a grave

Is it wrong to unbury your dog and cat after 2 years, so that you can now afford to cremate them and bring them with you because you no longer will have access to them in the future.  That is what we did last week.  It was a warmer day in the high 50's, after a night of showers.  We came with shovels in hand and a tarp to put them on top of in the back of the car.  It wasn't a pleasant experience at all, but we were able to get our german shepard out of the ground and into the vets office without seeing any carcass or tufts of fur.  She weighed a lot less than when we first buried her over 2 years ago.  Theos was part of our family and it was important to bring her with us, since we were moving to Florida.  Theos had been there for the opening of the restaurant in Concord, NH and throughout my entire ordeal with becoming psychotic.  She was a good dog. 
She was buried beside Mowgli, our orange cat - however because we already disturbed his gravesite the day of his first burial, we never wrapped him in a towel or such, so when I dug him up he was flattened and curled in a ball.  We saw no recognizeable parts to him, except for his fur and he along with Theos we drove to the vets for their last rite of passage.  They were to be cremated.

It makes me recognize some things about myself and how we might want to be buried or burned and it is a hard decision.  Cost wise, it would make sense to have a cremation, like my parents want.  But I definitely would want a headstone to be remembered by.  Being all for genealogy and such I would want a solid record of where I died to be known to the outside world, but I don't know yet what I want to be done with regards to a showing, during the wake part of any death ceremony.  What would you want done?  Do you have any desires already planned out?  Shouldn't we be thinking seriously about the cost and effectiveness of doing one thing over another around our ages now before it is too late?  Let me know what you, my readers think about how you plan to be buried, and what death services you plan to entail in your final days here on earth.  I would love to read them.  Thank you way ahead of time.

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Was Jesus Christ a human that walked the earth?

If you have doubts that Jesus truly walked this earth, then you are not alone.  I too am having doubts.  I know that I am not alone.  For over 20 years I have studied Christianity and have become a believer in Jesus Christ, that he existed and I got baptised in His name over 4 years ago.  I began born-again.  However I am starting to expand my eyesight and look at the whole picture surrounding the makings of Christianity.  Where the religion started and how it took hold in the middle east.  I am not an atheist.  I don't know what to call myself, other than a believer in God, but not a believer in Jesus Christ.  I believe that Jesus Christ is a myth, like Hercules, Zeus and all of Greek Mythology.  I believe that Christianity is a religion that overthrew the Egyptian religion that was so wide spread in the region for such a long time.

I don't believe all the words of the bible as factual or historical.  I believe they are tall tales - fiction, mythology if you will.  These myths were taken from the Egyptian religion which was created thousands of years before Christ supposedably walked the earth.  No one in America is going to believe this, or even will acknowledge it.  No one is Egyptian.  That is why.  There is no proof.  Well I have found proof.  In a book called "Christ in Egypt - the Horus-Jesus Connection" by D.M. Murdock aka Acharya S.  Please go to her website called www.truthbeknown.com and review the scholarly work she has uncovered and researched.  She is extremely talented in language, speaking many different ones, including Greek.  She studied archeology in Greece and learned about the many different aspects of Christianity and how the religion created years after resembles what the Egyptian's believed - but changed the names around from Horus to Jesus.

Her work has opened my eyes up.  Will she open your eyes up to the truth?  Will you allow her work to go unstudied and unrevealing to your own search within this life of yours trying to understand God and who He really is?  The Egyptians believed in a sun God named Horus and worshipped him thru his son, the sun, our solar orb in the sky.  The reading I am doing is extensive and backed up with historical truths that can be verified.  The bible cannot be verified for who wrote it, when and why.  But if you think about it, hieroglyphics have been around for hundreds of years, thousands really - these or a lot of them at least have survived the times and tell quite a similar story that the fable Jesus Christ entails.

Be it whether you are interested or not, I encourage you to look into Acharya's work and studied her methods and think to yourself which stories sound truthful.  All she does is point out the truth, backs it up and explains this information to you, the audience.  So I have engrossed myself in her work so that I can get closer to this God we used to call Jesus and now I just call God.  God is God and Jesus is a mythical story about how God came to earth.  Read Acharya's work if you really want to expand your knowledge of this topic.  You owe it to yourself and others around you who may be fooled by the stronghold that Christianity may have imposed itself upon you.  Acharya is a wonderfully intelligent person who I respect tremendously.