Check this out and let me know what you think. I think it is weird hearing my voice on the radio. It's very different and new for me.
Lately, I have been keeping low regarding my writing. Focusing more on my life and reflecting upon where I want my life to grow. God bless those around me!
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Monday, June 21, 2010
Theories of the Holy Spirit
I have been working very hard on creating a new set of mathematical equations that will hopefully tie science to spirituality. I feel we are lacking a connection to these forces which can be seen and which is invisible. Both have them, but there is far superior invisible spiritual energies and matter than science can prove.... so I am writing possible a book about my discoveries that will enhance our understanding and perhaps lead others to follow my lead and start from the beginning where there was nothing and then something happened. These are the fundamental building blocks upon which we know. Hopefully my research will lead to discovering (I love discovering new things, especially) something that I have never seen or heard of before.
All my material is unique in itself. I have created signs and symbols to rival our math system so that we can combine them both together and create new laws which encompass religion/spiritual world to our world, our world of seeing is believing. I want to change the world's eyes. I want to prove that Hydrogen is NOT the most abundant material in the universe, that there could be something even more abundant that we just cannot sense or see or touch yet. Is it within the realm of dark matter and dark energy...well I believe it could be.... I believe there are other worlds that we cannot even fathom up that have a different set of laws that apply to them depending on what time and space plane you are on.
There are so many possibilities to life. For all we know, we could be already a form of energy that when we die in physical form we are literally born again as something else...perhaps a star this time... how about that? What powerful works of magic behold the wonderful imagination of my mind..... anything is possible...and remember my favorite quote...."Trust Everything, Believe Nothing". This is such a fact of nonfiction, it isn't funny. It's sooooo true...
All my material is unique in itself. I have created signs and symbols to rival our math system so that we can combine them both together and create new laws which encompass religion/spiritual world to our world, our world of seeing is believing. I want to change the world's eyes. I want to prove that Hydrogen is NOT the most abundant material in the universe, that there could be something even more abundant that we just cannot sense or see or touch yet. Is it within the realm of dark matter and dark energy...well I believe it could be.... I believe there are other worlds that we cannot even fathom up that have a different set of laws that apply to them depending on what time and space plane you are on.
There are so many possibilities to life. For all we know, we could be already a form of energy that when we die in physical form we are literally born again as something else...perhaps a star this time... how about that? What powerful works of magic behold the wonderful imagination of my mind..... anything is possible...and remember my favorite quote...."Trust Everything, Believe Nothing". This is such a fact of nonfiction, it isn't funny. It's sooooo true...
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Scary Dreams as of lately.....
I have been waking up in the middle of the night because of nightmares that I have been having. I don't know why I am experiencing these treacherous dreams, but my other half seems to think it's because I am in therapy again and I am bringing up the past again...that this happened once before. Who knows....all I know, is that it sucks to have them, and I cannot seem to shake them.
I don't want to go into great detail about this last one, but trying to wake up from a death dream or torture dream is hard enough, when you aren't responding to the normal, pinching of the skin, crushing a light bulb in your hand or even prying open your eyelids. Waking up your partner doesn't seem to work either....like Nightmare on Elm Street, these dreams I have are evil. ::smirk::....what a line from my poetry, from so long ago!
Shadowy figures haunt my mind and I am filled with this sense of someone watching me and trying to get a hold of me. Perhaps it is Satan or his followers at work, trying to wear me down and cause me to become psychotic again. I hope not. Anyway, God Bless you all! Until next I dream....
I don't want to go into great detail about this last one, but trying to wake up from a death dream or torture dream is hard enough, when you aren't responding to the normal, pinching of the skin, crushing a light bulb in your hand or even prying open your eyelids. Waking up your partner doesn't seem to work either....like Nightmare on Elm Street, these dreams I have are evil. ::smirk::....what a line from my poetry, from so long ago!
Shadowy figures haunt my mind and I am filled with this sense of someone watching me and trying to get a hold of me. Perhaps it is Satan or his followers at work, trying to wear me down and cause me to become psychotic again. I hope not. Anyway, God Bless you all! Until next I dream....
Monday, May 24, 2010
29CFR825.825.220 - Protection for employees who request leave or otherwise assert FMLA rights.
29CFR825.825.220 - Protection for employees who request leave or otherwise assert FMLA rights.
I stayed up very late until the wee hours of this morning yesterday. I spent a lot of time researching the FMLA. Did I have my rights denied? Was my employer negligent in telling me about FMLA? They wanted me to file a disability claim and contended that I was disabled, but I didn't think I was. Oh boy, was I wrong. I was sick in the head at the time, very psychotic and very erratic. I couldn't focus and I had major concentration problems. My mind raced all day long thinking of what I needed to do and get accomplished each day. I was unable to work. I spoke to my managers about taking some time off, or working at home and they denied me those accommodations. They never spoke of the FMLA to me and it is a requirement for employers to do so. I feel like I was taken by a powerful company but I am going to fight back. I will assert my rights, talk to an attorney and prove to my previous employer that I indeed was denied FMLA rights and should be reinstated. I want to be compensated for lost certifications and have them all paid for when I have to retake the tests. I will have to ask for reasonable accommodations at the test center to allow me 25% more time to finish each test as well.
I feel that I need to assert myself nowadays. My fiance doesn't like it, she thinks I am just drumming up my past and it's all dark and dreary. But I have to do this for myself because it is the right thing to do when you know you have been done wrong. How was I supposed to know about the FMLA federal law? Did my employer even have this posted on the wall at work? I need to really assert myself more and take back my life and go back to work. I have a right to be reinstated and maybe if I get sick again then I will have disability rights once again and I will be able to use them if I become too sick. I will feel better and although I am not certain what going back to work will mean I know that I will utilize the right to ask for reasonable accommodations for my disability and should regain my status as a full time employee who may not have to be as productive as the normal employee without a disability. I can ask for a waiver to be able to work up to 40 hours a week and ask for a minimum wage as part of my lawsuit deal, that I shall earn commissions as well as be given the special minimum wage requirement by federal law for those who have a disability. It's like getting something for being damaged. So this would pay for my life insurance policies. I would be set to get back to work. All commissions above my minimum wage will go towards bills and the like, so maybe this can be a reality. Maybe I can convince myself that going back to work is a good thing, that I will remain stable and stay focused on a few things rather than a ton of things. I could ask for secretarial support and be included in a mentorship program or even working in another agency by way of a partnership agreement. I could establish a valid business entity and deduct all business expenses from that. I still have some savings left that I would be able to use towards bills while I build up my clientele again. I would retain my previous clients and service them too. All my residual commissions would be active again and I can study for the right to be able to ask for a fee for service business. Establishing this would enable to start right from the beginning as a known fee based business entity. I would like that. I could study for the tests to become licensed again while I am still on disability and have an agreement with agency that I be allowed 6 months to get back up to speed. Having that ability to know what my rights are ahead of time certainly puts a light in my favor knowing that I cannot get screwed again.
Would I have the ability to go out on disability again for being bipolar and too manic? I would have to research this and find out. I will do that know, because I am too excited to find out.
Assert your rights with first knowing what FMLA can do for your situation!
I stayed up very late until the wee hours of this morning yesterday. I spent a lot of time researching the FMLA. Did I have my rights denied? Was my employer negligent in telling me about FMLA? They wanted me to file a disability claim and contended that I was disabled, but I didn't think I was. Oh boy, was I wrong. I was sick in the head at the time, very psychotic and very erratic. I couldn't focus and I had major concentration problems. My mind raced all day long thinking of what I needed to do and get accomplished each day. I was unable to work. I spoke to my managers about taking some time off, or working at home and they denied me those accommodations. They never spoke of the FMLA to me and it is a requirement for employers to do so. I feel like I was taken by a powerful company but I am going to fight back. I will assert my rights, talk to an attorney and prove to my previous employer that I indeed was denied FMLA rights and should be reinstated. I want to be compensated for lost certifications and have them all paid for when I have to retake the tests. I will have to ask for reasonable accommodations at the test center to allow me 25% more time to finish each test as well.
I feel that I need to assert myself nowadays. My fiance doesn't like it, she thinks I am just drumming up my past and it's all dark and dreary. But I have to do this for myself because it is the right thing to do when you know you have been done wrong. How was I supposed to know about the FMLA federal law? Did my employer even have this posted on the wall at work? I need to really assert myself more and take back my life and go back to work. I have a right to be reinstated and maybe if I get sick again then I will have disability rights once again and I will be able to use them if I become too sick. I will feel better and although I am not certain what going back to work will mean I know that I will utilize the right to ask for reasonable accommodations for my disability and should regain my status as a full time employee who may not have to be as productive as the normal employee without a disability. I can ask for a waiver to be able to work up to 40 hours a week and ask for a minimum wage as part of my lawsuit deal, that I shall earn commissions as well as be given the special minimum wage requirement by federal law for those who have a disability. It's like getting something for being damaged. So this would pay for my life insurance policies. I would be set to get back to work. All commissions above my minimum wage will go towards bills and the like, so maybe this can be a reality. Maybe I can convince myself that going back to work is a good thing, that I will remain stable and stay focused on a few things rather than a ton of things. I could ask for secretarial support and be included in a mentorship program or even working in another agency by way of a partnership agreement. I could establish a valid business entity and deduct all business expenses from that. I still have some savings left that I would be able to use towards bills while I build up my clientele again. I would retain my previous clients and service them too. All my residual commissions would be active again and I can study for the right to be able to ask for a fee for service business. Establishing this would enable to start right from the beginning as a known fee based business entity. I would like that. I could study for the tests to become licensed again while I am still on disability and have an agreement with agency that I be allowed 6 months to get back up to speed. Having that ability to know what my rights are ahead of time certainly puts a light in my favor knowing that I cannot get screwed again.
Would I have the ability to go out on disability again for being bipolar and too manic? I would have to research this and find out. I will do that know, because I am too excited to find out.
Assert your rights with first knowing what FMLA can do for your situation!
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
